pessimism.
optimism.
so many ambitions.
so many lost dreams and opportunities.
turns that lead to dead ends.
promises that were never kept.
i never meant it to end up this way.
i thought i'd just try something new for a while.
hope long gone.
a fear to hope again.
innocence.
fear.
regret.
resignation.
apathy.
anger.
nothingness.
darkness and light
reality and denial
...one day
...one day
...one day
...one day i'll stop saying one day.